Thursday, December 24, 2009

It's that time of year again.....

Wow, Christmas Eve is here.

I have had such a nice day with my sons. They were over for breakfast and spent the rest of the day with their Father. I am expecting them back here shortly. (I have a few minutes to just stop and blog..YAY!)

Oh and my youngest son and I made a gingerbread house today! Our first. It was fun, cute and we will do it again next year.

Having three sons, working and serving Master keeps me busy. Oh another new update. I am writing a book! It's a secret. The plot etc etc. Master, has encouraged me to continue writing. (This book is not lifestyle related). It's topic/plot is very special and dear to my heart.

I lack the formal "English" training to write "correctly"..but I can wing it, if no one never reads whats inside of me, does it really matter? No...Getting it out and feeling it personally is what I am taking from this endeavor.

Master, found  a few great writing programs and I have been on a writing frenzy the last few weeks. The programs are great. They help organize thoughts, characters, and events.

Not seeing Master for Christmas and trying to fight the "i must be a freak to him" feelings. It would be nice to spend the holidays with my Master and sons. DREAM ON...Have I mentioned I am fighting this feeling and trying not to even think about it? smile. enough said. It is such a small thing in the big picture. I am happy and am having a wonderful holiday with my family.

I do get my Master for New Year's Eve and New Year's Day. We brought in this year together, saw it through and will bring in another new year together. We will be hiking in the Northeast Georgia mountains, sleeping under the stars and kissing under the full moon...and FREEZING. HaHaHa. It is hard work, carrying a pack and walking those trails. But you know what, I would follow him anywhere!

I will close my eyes, when freezing and think about Him readying his fireplace for us to lay next to and kiss. HAHAHHAAH...Romantic...that's another day and another blog entry. ..I need me some ROMANCE..along with my submission...sounds "Not right" doesn't it.?

Nearly time for my favortie holiday movie..."The Christmas Story."....Happy Holidays.


xx