Me xx

Outside my window~ The sky is a pretty shade of blue and the wind is rustling through the changing leaves, scattering a few and some hold on not wanting to let go. One would think it was spring time. As I sat on my back porch, I closed my eyes and listened to the birds...I think they are also thankful that the weather is much nice and not scorching hot.


My thoughts~ Missing. I missed the soccer game this morning. It was canceled. I missed seeing Nate. He came by while I was out shopping. I missed my Master online..Well I always miss him when not with him.


Today’s Quote~ I like the dreams of the future better than the history of the past.
- Thomas Jefferson



I am thankful for~ Open windows in my house. After being closed all summer it is nice to have them open and very nice to feel the air blowing inside.


My Service~ I am late on my weekly assignments and I sucked at the downloads this week. Never said I was perfect.I feel bad because I wish I could be perfect...


From the Kitchen~ I haven't "cooked" in a while. I am thinking tomorrow may be chicken and dumplings.YUM.


I am wearing~ Jeans and a black and white top. Soon to change into walking clothes for this evening.


I am creating~ Working on Master's quilt  here and there.


My adventures this week~Oh seeing Master at the Eagle and then receiving maintenance discipline after. I so enjoy our  ritual before we attend the ASS demo/class. That is what it has become, a ritual where we can connect briefly..and gosh i love it! When I see my Master, I want to put my hands all over his body to show that I am happy and hot to see him...and I found myself wishing as we stood at the bar..wanting him to put his hands all over me. Master gave to me my discipline and I enjoyed it so very much. It hurt and felt good at the same time. Now each time when I pause and replay it over in my thoughts..I take a deep breath and think to myself.."that was so fucking hot".I bite my bottom lip and think I want it again and more of it! I am very very lucky.


What I am Reading~ Listening to Seth read most nights. He enjoys reading very much so. I had a meeting Thursday with his teachers and one told me the cutest story. It was time for the class to go to another class to watch a movie and Seth was reading his book, the rest of the class had lined up and left, the teacher had to come back and get Seth..he was that into reading his book.


Music this Week~ Making a few cd's of new/old music.


One of my Favorite things~Cinnamon candy. The red hard candy in red wrappers. For some reason this time of year is when I always crave it. Maybe cinnamon reminds me of cool weather and warm blankets?


Tuesday’s Lecture~ Just because the best laid plans get a bit screwed doesn't mean the end of the world (actually more for me this lecture) as am pissed workjing on folks computer and haven't walked yet)..Was a short lecture as Master was busy. No, it doesn't mean the end of the world. However, every minute I get to share with him is special. I survived haha. I am looking so forward to his visit next weekend..no big plans, just do what we want to do etc al.


Picture of the Week~