Just Me Xx

Outside my window~ It is VERY cold this morning. I walked a mile and my teeth were chattering...I wore a tshirt sweater and my jacket and my nipples still ached.


My thoughts~ Enjoying the quiet...but this week/end I have really felt just alone. Sometimes I wish I could mean everything to someone, just anyone. I enjoy my independence, but sometimes its just nice to have someone beside you...Not all the time, just sometimes. Maybe it's hormones, maybe the way I have thought is a realization..who knows, i just hope it passes soon. (thats my weekly whine.)


Today’s Quote~Just a few words that caught my attention and thoughts as I read them a few months ago..Words that described her and i think sometimes me too:.

"Humger Thump"

"Nymphomania of the brain"

"Starvation of the Heart"


 

My Service~ I wish I could do more for Master..


From the Kitchen~ No idea yet today, just something healthy an NO DIET DINNER TODAY.


I am wearing~ A long sleeve tshirt and jogging pants...the fashion police should be beating my door down.


I am creating~ Working on Master's quilt. I really think it will be completed by the end of the year! I have worked on it on and off for the last two years, these last six months I have really concentrated on getting it completed.


My adventures this week~ Last weekend I saw Master and as always I had a wonderful time. ( I miss him so much this weekend.). I visited my son and his significant other yesterday in Chattanoooga.


What I am Reading~ All He Ever Wanted...by Anita Shreve.    (I wish I were all He ever wanted)


Music this Week~ Just radio music (Note to self to download some Rod Stewart, his newer songs)



Tuesday’s Lecture~ Putting Master FIRST, second and third. Wearing nylons, with runs or a new pair is putting Master first. Wearing heels is putting Master first. Giving a good Hand Job and being the hand job queen is putting Master first. Good girl you did a good job this week and it is ok sometimes not to get everything done on th e todo list. As long as you looked at it and thought about it and did a REAL EFFORT  to get things done.

Me Xx

Outside my window~ The moon is bright and full. I walked tonight and my eyes were drawn upwards to the sky, the moon and stars are beautiful tonight.


My thoughts~ Excited and elated to see Master tomorrow!


Today’s Quote~The secret of making dreams come true can be summarized in four C's. They
are Curiosity, Confidence, Courage, and Constancy; and the greatest of these
is Confidence.
*- Walt Disney


I am thankful for~soup on chilly evenings..coffee too.


My Service~ Working on my assignments.


From the Kitchen~Diet dinners..ugh. They are quick and easy but after awhile the taste just isn't great.


I am wearing~ A red shirt and black nylonish workout pants..no no NOT spandex h ahahha


I am creating~ Work continues on the quilt, i am almost finished with Seth's Monkey robe.


My adventures this week~ Last weekend I visited Cade's Cove in the mountains, spent the night and completed my Christmas Shopping. It was a nice getaway...


What I am Reading~ Almost finished with Decision Points...will finish tonight.


Music this Week~ Nothing special this week...just listened to the radio..think I would like to copy some of Rod Stewart's New music..it's soft, flowing and easy listening. My favorite time to listen to music is while driving back and forth to work...keeps me off the cell phone haha.


One of my Favorite things~ Lip gloss and or chap stick...walking in the cold weather dries the lips..no worry they are nice and soft ..yay for chap stick at night and lipstick during the day.


Tuesday’s Lecture~  Rule number 1  and how I have been doing incredibly good. It's hard sometimes to remember, I enjoy talking way too much and especially to Master. The lecture also had a part two..to make time for service this weekend.


Picture of the Week~

Just Me ....Xx

Outside my window~ The sky is gray, it is raining and the air has a chill. This kind of weather always seems to slow me down. I enjoy curling up and reading a book on cold, rainy days. Snuggling in bed is always fun too..Wish I had someone to snuggle with this weekend...


My thoughts~ Missing my Daddy. I wish I could spend more time with him. I guess that is a normal (typical) wish. When I am at home alone and my thoughts have time to wander, I wish I were serving and doing for Him.


Today’s Quote~ "Forget past mistakes. Forget failures. Forget everything except what you're
going to do now and do it."
*– William C. Durant*


I am thankful for~ Being able to vote. Currently I am watching a new series on HBO, its based in the 1920's and it hits here and there on the suffrage movement. Yes, I voted this week. Daddy did not ask. But yes I voted..and to my dismay seems the republicans have gained control of the House of Reps. Tuesday..and we have a new Republican governor as well. Oh well, I am optimistic and not a die hard Democrat, surely things will get better.......


My Service~ The last time I saw Daddy I did not have time to clean, fill up ice trays or serve him domestically. It was a short maybe 10 hour visit. I'm downloading and doing my weekly assignments. Those are assignments, to keep me occupied I guess..It isn't the same as giving and doing something concrete and physical for Daddy.


From the Kitchen~ I have chicken boiling with veggies. I will shred the chicken and use it and the broth in a lentil stew I want to prepare and freeze for Daddy.


I am wearing~ A pink tshirt and jeans


I am creating~On my ironing board there are parts of Daddy's quilt, Seths new robe cut out and ready to sew, and on the sofa are the three pieces of wood that I plan to paint my favorite words "quote" onto and hang up.."Live, Laugh,Love" each piece of wood will have one of the words.


My adventures this week~Nothing exciting. I attended family reading night with Seth. I did not meet with my ""student"" this week, he was working overtime at the local cotton mill. He promised me he would do double time next with me. hahhaa.


What I am Reading~ I have so many other projects at this time, I haven't read anything much other than the Times and the Atlanta Journal. I have pre ordered my copy of Mark Twain's autobiography. I look forward to taking some free, me time to read that.


Music this Week~ Rhianna's part two. Its the second part to "Love the way You lie." The lyrics are very pretty, strong and emotional.


One of my Favorite things~ kissing my Daddy's picture and boots each night before I fall to sleep.


Tuesday’s Lecture~the IMPORTANCE of keeping up to day on the TODO LIST.

I'm not really allowed to comment during Tuesday's Lecture. So I type my thoughts here on my blog. I read the todo list often and I try my best to do everything on it. Daddy has no idea how much I wish I were granted the time to complete everything I am suppose to do. When I don't, I never say anything but I feel like I have failed or not served well. It debases my purpose and I feel like a sorry slave. There is only so much time and Daddy decides when we will spend time together, I can't be perfect, but I don't think I should be in err for something I have no control over.


Picture of the Week~